Paranoia

It’s so weird, going to school and thinking that you’re being Brain washed. But yet, I do. It’s like the teacher, and also the country we live in, has an opinion and me as a pupil has to have the same one. Like, they say with political group is the best one. But how can they know? It’s an opinion to have a favorite group. Nobody can say that one is worse then the other one. What they can say is the pro’s and the con’s about them and discussing what’s good or bad about them. 

Same as social media these day’s. How do I know we get the real facts about stuff happening in the world?Maybe trump isn’t as bad as they say? Maybe his words are twisted but they don’t want us to know the truth. Maybe America is planning stuff we don’t even think about because we’re too busy giving our opinion to the speech of Trump. Or to even look at the ass of Kim Kardashian. We’re too busy following what they want us to follow that we forget what really matters. Our OWN happiness. We see Some celebraties starting a new fancy, happiness diet and guess what, everyone wants to have the diet. Non of all the people that really thinks about the differences in people or a different kind of happiness for every individual.

 People are like sheep, they need someone to follow.

If you start to think Like this, you get real crazy up there. You’ll lose your mind sometimes. Everything anyone say’s To you, you’ll think twice about. You’d think it’s just a way of brainwashing you or convincing you from their truth. People often speak from their truth except for THE truth. It bothers me so much that I don’t know what or who to believe. I don’t know how to react. I don’t even know if I can live like this.

2 years later

Here I am, 2 years later from my first message. I still got lots of unsolved question’s in my mind every single day. This summer I’m going to write them down and get my thoughts straight. I really hope you guy’s share your thoughts with me too. I may not right in the things I say but I want to know the truth, if there is any. So please let me know if I’m right, or wrong. 

Hope I see you soon!

15/11/15

Here I am, crying because I’m fed up with everything. Still highly convinced that the only enemies we have are humanbeings. Those selfish motherfuckers fucked up the world and I’m ashamed that I’m one of them. On one side I wanna give every single one of them the chance to prove their worth. On the other hand I don’t think they deserve the chances anymore. I’m fed up with it and so confused. I hate people but I need them. And I think they think the same about me. It’s making me parano├»d. I can not trust anybody but still I need to because you can’t take care of others without someone taking care of you. This is what bothers me the most lately.

Begin of a new thing

Hi there,

I wanna start a blog and I was thinking about several things like: travel, fashion, nature. But why look that far? I’m a teenage girl with loods of unsolved question’s every single day. I’m fed up with it. This is gonna be my way of sharing my thoughts, experience and question’s. I hope some people will comment their way of thinking about a subject because I wanne get my life back on track.

Thanks for reading and I hope I’ll speak to you soon!